Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
mama looks so cute with her new hairstyle =D. and mama dont look like a guy okes. :))
maths. boring lahs. forcing my eyes open. i hate graphhs.
eng. she hab prob de la. a while say we noisy a while say we quiet. so fan la her. humph. then say we [ our clique] dono wad la. nth gd can come out frm there.
lit. boring as usual. zuxian so disgusting. she made me laugh suddenly la. then tcher came over and looked at our name tags. and den made mi laughhh agn. okok. i dont know wad talking me also.
chi. did summary. slept. xiadaowo when mrtay said 1 min left. humph. nid to redo the yingyongwen.
science. freee period cos mrs wong didnt come. took pics of kukukun. hahas. she came over and she said, "waa. so many cameras. i will shy de." LOL. we kept taking photos. hahas. i try to post pics lata.
cme/ci. did the paper bag. hahas. do until v weird la. then mdm hee went over to my table to do i donno wad. hehs. xia dao wo. ><.
aft sch went to central to eat KFC. theen started to rain. so the heats were cancelled. stayed in KFC for a while. then went home.
