Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
long time nvr blog ler. cos few days ago my parents kept de modem again. >[
labour day erm. happy birthday. lols.><. went for lunch with de rzoners. had BK. saw norvin there. went to walk arnd with yijie,erlyn,elyss,clarissa,claire den went to j8 with clar and claire. supp to study. didnt rrly la. den met ahma and taima at AMKhub. went to de playground. wanna go there to bi kai from de manymany people. but den de old people play until v happy, didnt wanna leave. finally left at 5.30pm. went home then. post pics soon.
2may had sch as usual. den ky, ahbian and pei went to my hse to study for wenshi. ahgong and ahbian was more entertained by miko lohs. lols. and ahgong kip on tou shui xD. den soon went for g12 so left for the mrt station with them.
3may our class got all de prizes for our lvl. for the IFE week. xD. hohohos. saw a couple taking wedding photos. lols. they keep looking at us. made me and peishi feel weird xP. wenshi sucked. sat beside dalaopo. she writes slowly. xD i finish liao [ with lots of blanks ] den saw her still slowly writing when left 5 mins. and hers is still uncomplete. aiya. but i tink mine will die worse den hers. went to AMKhub. walked arnd for a while. den stopped for a while to wait for nut and grace. was in front of an undies shop. so randomly, asked ky which 3 she liked. and she rrly said xD. nearly bought it for her. and i conclude dat ahgong de head is fragile de. walked while ahlin and ahpei left. xP. saw ahgong's friend again. she with her friends. den we like 2 gangs like dat la. stand in de middle of nowhere. den de 2 laoda's negociate. LOL. den kuku became laoda. xP bought makan stuff. den soon went home while they went to zhua ji. [catch "chicken"]
4may was late for duty againnn. >.< nowadats v suayy. on de road not hab accident if not den traffic light spoil. aiyoo. people drive properly okkkk. tsk. ahgong had many big presents. xP. sang bdae song for ahgong 3 times during recess. she blushed. wanted to to take pic but ahgong dint let. den went bak to class.
did zuo wen. mrtay is nice la. write so many things on de board. xD. bz de smart copied it. choinged it during sci, while watching de clip and de starting of hot chicks. kuku wrote dam slowly.
cont choinging during hist remedial. actually no one was really listening. >.<. and ahbian koped de points dat i copied. and see. baozhen is nice. den finally choing finish. with a 2 and a hlf page. xD. accomplished. den lent ahgong my de handbk which had de points and evt bout de zuo wen which i copied. BAOZHEN DE NICE xP.
had lunch. den bought bbletea. thanks to ah pei, nut and ahbian for pei-ing me wait for de bus. LOL. farnie thing happened while walking to the bus stop. and ahpei was slow. took de same bus as ms tham. hazel must have been so jealous. and i was standing in front of her okayy. xD.
went for tuition late as usual. changed tcher yet again. but he's okk la. went to church v earlyy. sat there and stoned with claire who came early too ((;
went to eat at de coffeeshop opp de mrt station. with mother, ahma and taima. den went home loo.
im supp to be Zzz-ing / studying now. but ohwell. anw since its over 12 liao. left it as 11.59 for de date. xP so wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KUNYAN [ahgong]. =DD.
