Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
phone call woke me up. by shenlaoshi o.0. hehs. chua tio lahs. den woke up to play com for a while. and wangzhe called me 0.o. nth much luhs. i tink.
went for tuition.
I DON'T LIKE GRAPHS LUH.!. im like so sick of it le can. kip on drawdrawdraw. and there is a stupid annoying song that keeps singing luh. sickening. something like barney. and still have oldmacdonalds one lohs. had mental block after tuition. and my stomach was growling all the way luh. dono if the people heard it. >.<. ps luh. aft tuition went to meet cass. saw cedric, ernest and nicholas?. den bought food. eat until very tired luh. esp my mouth. cause jac keep on asking me to eat faster cause she want to go arcade. and we saw taima, ahma and friends too. den i rmb dat i didnt bring the shirt that i was supposed to bring for ahma. she so fierce luh. so asked xuan to bring. thankfully she was still at home xD. so after choinging my food, we went to timezone. saw ern they all there agn. played the games. i won the daytona and air hockey! xP. hahas. went to church after that. took the rzone bus which was filled by non-rzoners too xD. kajiao-ed as usual.
reached liao then went up to play lerhs. POISON BALL. i don't like the feeling of being like a chicken running in a coop ><. so i sucked at it xP. and i tink we won 2-1? hehes. after that then went down to play bball. christine kept falling down luh. xD. at first i still thought she playing nia. then v tense sia the first part. but after that okes le. we kept on kena nudged sia . that girl dam scary can. and baoli lohs. still hab one made me fly sia. and to think that she is so thin luh =X
watched reg B vs reg C's match. regB bully lohs. trashed them =X. taima i tink tripped then ended up like sorta rolling on the floor? o.0 and ahma kena assulted on her backbone . LOL. today bad day huh.
hahas. went home soon aft.((:
fri
HAPPY BELATED GOOD FRIDAY. went to church. pastor Lim shared. IT IS FINISHED. x]] then went for lunch at sakura. lols. each one strand xD. then went home to change then go play ball. went to 851?. watched them play. hazel: wo men lai zhe li kan ta men wan qiu de ar? {we come here to watch them play?} me: hahas. dui lo. wo men chong semb lai dao zhe li kan ta men wan qiu {hahas. ya. we came from semb to see them play ball} xDxDxD. then after they end then we joined in. played 2-2. taima and ahma is pro de luh. then i knew taima so kaifang but the 3 of them kept bullying me luh -.-/ sudd all call me " zhen" so bu xi guan can. then keep laughing at what i do oso -.-! then a little boy came. extra sia. they throw ball, then he will throw also to block their ball from goin into the net. made hazel pissed. hahas. after hazel died frm her game of idk wad. we decided to "guard " the little boy from shooting when they wanted to, hahas, mean lah. but he oso very guofen mar.
left at arnd 6+ coz the nut need to go home. sent her to the mrt. she made me walk all the way to the other side sia. means that i have to climb all the way back again. hehs. went for dinner after that. ahma taught me lessons there sia?. LOL. after dinner then ahma went home. and i went to taima's hse. coz my dad say will be fetching me at 8?. and it was only 6-7+?. hahas, so go taima hse lo since she didnt mind. watch a vcd. named i dont know what. with rain acting in it?. hahas. taima say very touching. but i dont really get the touching part?. but i realised that when the leads kiss, they stone there xD. er tong bu yi xP. and i managed to take photo of kuku taima xDxD. hohoho. so proud of myself xDxD. watched till 8+. and my dad called exactly at 8 luh. hehs. lols. but he went for dinner before fetching me. so kajiao-ed taima agn. i tink im getting addicted to it xD. she keep callin me niaolei{bird species?} so i called her laozhu{old pug} -.-/ hahas.
soon my dad called agn dent i left. went to my waipo house. slacked. played poker cards and scrable xD. hahas, dono how long nvr play lerhs. went hme at 12+.
