Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
haiya. 4gt bout duty agn =X sry people. and my sickening phone hung on me. dam pissed man =/
had eng. freak her lahs. think we her dog sia. sit..stand. wth. gave the v bushuang face. xP.
maths. was more intersted in saving my phone. it was still hanging. )): then talked about keren. hahas, let ahgong xinyangyang xD. and i still hate graphs!
chinese. changed grp to nannan's grp. lols. with all de smart people. quite sian also. dont rmb anything lar. so didnt help. i think they sorta hab de xinlizhunbei liaos. :X didnt win nor lose.
science. supp to go through de fulscape paper. but baozhen didnt rrly know what to do, thus she did wrongly. and she sorta didnt hand in >.<. had phobia of mrs wong ler. so evt she walk pass i will cover my face . so this time she didnt succeed. and thnx to ahgong, im not depressed becoz of this le xD. and i tink it was here that my phone was revived. thnx to peishi's idea, which was to drop my phone. i xintong so cnt do it. pass to ahbian. she cnt do it too. hahas. xintong for me. and at last xinlin did it. hahas. thnx man people =DD. den restarted my phone and it revived xDDD. it was de longest hanging period so far lohs. aft a while it hung agn but it was for a short while nia.
aft sch. went to locker. so shun bian go find my laopo and waited for rebecca. then left to go for the senior's farewell party. frederick said it wld last at most for an hour. but, i started an hour later lahs. with all de crap stuff. so de thing rrly started when jl gave the photoframes away. she started rying =/ made us feel like crying also lahs. but for a while nia cause the 5.1 people came to help and set up the napfa stuff. so we went up to control rm. had pizza and coke? reg and i took a slice of pizza then left ler. it was 2+ liaos lohs. ans my pro phone left 4% of batt. and to reply each msg, i had to rstart it. so wasted more batt. then choinged to bishan. met ahma. anw sry im late =/ walked like 2 rounds arnd j8. cause we are 2 indecisive people that cnt decide whr to eat. and we had found it. hohoho. then decided to eat at the kopitiam. lols. aft 3 rnds le. then ate dam slowly. and taima came. so dao lahs. exchanged batt with ahma. hahas, nice her =D. and i had 69% while she now had 2%. xD. then went for tuition late. late for goin to half an hour. then mrramesh asked if i knew the tym, hahas. dont care. aft tuition then went to church. sat with laopo and taima. aft church went down . stuff happened. dowan elaborate. :/ aiya. in the end evt settled? :))
