Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
:D:D went to sch as usual. went to the locker 1st. 4gtten that i had duty >.< ps ar reg :P
went back to class chinese went through summary and wb. had homework for wb too. ><.
aft was pe. had inter grps competition. we were with ahbian's team. hohoho. and we won all de games. how cool is that.
and for eng, for the 1st tym she wasnt late. woohoo. scary though. did a comprehension. vocab and summarry tml ><. so boring luh. so many people slping. hehs. she let oso sia. hahas.
went to the lab again for sci. did SR. no video. sad. and mrs wong for the 1st tym isnt late. hehs. xiasiren lehs. sudd all so punctual. and she said that ours was too short. oh well.
had maths . did the graphs thingi again. dont like luh. TOUTONG UH.
aft sch went opp to makan. saw someone. hahas. i 4gt i had no shoelace luh ><. choinged bak class aft lunch.
tcher came with mdm hee. she caled all of our name worngly luh. okok. most. TSK. and she didnt appologise luh. still call until v happy. baozhen she call until bozhen -.-!! diang. don like her since then. and she teach unil. weird luh. hahas. we learnt cantonese for us to communicate with the elderly. LOL. with the ahgong and ahmas.
walked home with the norm few. talked bout it. lolls. freaked me out for a while luhs. hahas. not only me luhs. xD. ahbian came to my hse supp to do geog luh. did a little bit and surfed the net. anw mostly also done lerhs. :))
