Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
:D:D saw a double rainbow todae. can see de seven colours clearly. lols. during the inspiring monday, most of us were more interested on the rainbows than her speaking. lols.
maths was pathetic lohs. got back our papers. 20/40. and aft checking, i realised that i had 10+ morks deducted because of careless mistakes. hehs. cld have done betta. muz jiayou lohs.
eng was talking bout summaries. needed to do one for homework. AND HAPPILY/SHOCKINGLY, SHE DIDNT EAT UP INTO OUR RECESS. lols. 1st tym sia.
had lit aft recess. sat wif ahbian cos i dowan let pei sit xD. went high. kept talking :X and i kajiao-ed ky too. she oso bully me lohs. CNT STOP LAUGHING XD
chinese had a wen shi test. didnt even study l0hs. i saw the pages that i wrote on my diary, but dont know what they were for -.-. in the end got 1/25 ><. nvr get 0 gd le luh. and pathetically i dint know how to count the marks , and tcher heard me and said that he will count for us xP.
went to research lab for sci. mrswong was late as usual, and she blames her sec3 class. hehs. finished watching the " antartica" and watch " great barrier reef" halfway. watching it tml. and its SR too. don really like sr now ><.
discussed on the old folks home trip and some of the pages in the file. stu-pid zuxian tore her own paper xD.
aft sch went to locker then back to class to wait for them to change. ate in the canteen. then peied them to MPS. zuxian kicked me even though i pei-ed them there and waited with them >[ mean zuxian.. went to cca then.
did our istopmotion agn. finished it up. find it moving a little fast though. ohwell. waiting for the boys to come up with the music. went up to 2/3 to discuss on the farewell party. we are doing cards for them. dono who buying and evt luh >.<. then went bak, to finish up. stayed back for a while to vote for sec3 snrs taking leadership positions. okok luh. not finalised yet.
walked home with the gals and daryn. found out many scandalous things bout daryn. chill man, i wont leak it out :)). and he owes me a Q x]].
went to the dentist at 8+. pain luh. that guy lousy. dont like him ><. and it cost $30 -.-. very wasted luh.
