Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
woke up a lil late. went down stairs and juz nice viv came so went off tgt. all of us dono whr de park is. so anihow lo. dad juz followed de people. rwar. my dad hab lousy judgement. follow wrong. it was bp2 when we alighted. at 7.15. dam far la. in de end we reached de assembly place at 7.40. dam lo. walked so far la.
aniwaes. ran/skipped/walked wif de 2 zuxians and joann. fun lar. walk until we saw a dead si4 jiao1 chao1 tian1 de dead frog. all of us were disgusted lohs, mdm hee and de tchers were lyk habin tea when we were running. how fair and de floor was muddy + slipperry. so our shoes in de end were lyk yuck. grats to those who won top 20 positions.=D and to those who dint, jiayou nxt yr bahs. and dere is still 2.4km >.<
aft crosscountry we went to amk hub aft makaning at amk central. found askenene xD. kor and jie inside oso. so qiao. aft, we went to J8 to find ahbian while zuxian went home. blahs. cut short. found ****** de p*****t le. im keeping it. its cute lohs took neos. watch dreamgirls. beggining was sian till i fell aslp. is rrly zzZ de lohs. hugging de thing oso. nicer to slp =D dey were singing all de way la. even when dey quarrel=.- ending den was betta. aft movie went off. was raining lyk dono wad. den lamely when we were walking into de station. saw a board dono wryting wad so went in . den had announcement, den we went out. is lame de lo. say wad de mrt cnt go to to wldlands. so in de end i dint go tuition. stayed hm auditoning wib my stiffy zuxian.xD
went to church. sat wif clare. was freezing during de movie. but clare looked colder so i lent my jacket to her. lols. de mvie not bad la. only dat de people kip dying . and de lil boi is cute. lols. den went to mac to eat. dey were looking at mi eat la. rofl. walked bak. saw my ma's agn. weird dem playing wib umbrella. lols.played and walked to de mrt station. rofl. weird taima took de train todae. went home den.
