Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
went to sch freezing la. cold~! was sorrtta late cos parent send kids to sch esp during rainy days. so no assembly la. borrowed story bk. thnx to ber/ sylvia. dint rrly use sia cos was orracy all de way. den was hmecon. did loadsa think. measured de flour wrongly. >.< made de crust bitter.. lols.actu chai hao did moz of de things. hab to admit. its gr8 partering de smart/ hardwrking guy =D lols. did until looong. liddat de la. evt homeecons den de nxt lesson will late de. lols. added a mark when i went to minus 1 xD hahas. its gd being honest. rofl. den was art. tcher dint come. so went dwn wib chaihao and wib ahpei pei-ing me xD done de things liao den go up and do art. drew crap . IPW was habin headache. so dint rrly listen. went to makan. still habin headache. much betta aft lunch. mus hab been cos i was hungry. lols. dint have recess ><.
wore class tee to sun tec. was playin ji kou pa on de bus, lols. okes skip >> reached le. went to gather. mrs chua is cute la. except dat she sets difficult maths Q. >.< she asked us to gather arnd her. we gathered but not close la. so she asked us to gather agn. den tis tym mi and nadzi went close. LOL. den we bent down a lil. lols. bent till our leg pain so stand lohs. lols. while she explained, i was discussin wib ky and bian who were behind mi lahs. den mrs chua poked my cheek. >.< lols. but is lightly de la. rofl.
skip>> saw mani other sch people. realised dat de bois were in long pants. den we luffed dat de bois in our class wore shorts xDD walked arnd. was lyk seeing yss people. so i told ahgong at lata if see ahma dey all i will laugh. lols. so find de places and Q. walkwalkwalk. in de end rrly saw dem sia. XDD. was so hyper. lols. cos dey were in sch uni and it was de 1st tym i see dem in sch uni. LOL. so in de beginning wanna take pic de but hard la. so went over den smacked taima's head.lols. okes la. sry >< hahas. so ky did manage to see my ahma. xD lucky her. >> skip>> so found our place. but dono whr we were . so i called ahma to ask., she oso dono. lols. she say wad go dwn and see. den i was lyk " wanna go down den no nid to noe whr we le. cos our tcher dwnstairs" rofl. den she was lyk -.-. lols. then she left to find de other people. den we left oso la. >>skip>> did our Q's. played wib de balloon dat i koped from jerald. hahas,ky kept on messing my hair wib dat. trying to make dem stand o.o hahas, anw ky said dat ahma is cute. ahhahahs. and on de bus bak, ky was trying to pin her hair. den i wanted to take pic but she don let. HAIYA. BIAN LIAOS LAAAAA. played ji kou pa back oso. kajiaoed ky by calling ahma and telling her ddat she said she was cute. lols, ahgong ps la. kept on SHHHHHH,SHHHHH-ing mi. hai dao ahma cnt hear. lols. kept on nearly fall off my seat. my butt is slperry xD heng hab safety belt. nots dono fall how mani tyms le lo. >> skip>> went bak class to take my stuff. ahma was still at cityhall den. lols. slow people. den walked to mrt station, cooled de people by saying de cold jokes. lols. -40.C on de train was saying de lame stuff too. all de wae home la. and hadirah is sloow. say all de wae home until ahbian pekchek and told her de trick. lols.
btw. for de skid thingi we got 1st =D. proud of us. nvr langfei mi wearing de "costume" and not collecting dat s$10 angpao ><. hahas, worth it =)
