Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
todae.. went to sch a lil late. ohwell. den went for assembly. had long assembly todae.
went bak for lessons. eng. supp to be reading. but she came in den niamniamniam. sian lo. got used to it le la. somehow. wanted to see us aft ach.
hist. mrlow was nice. told us some stories.
homeecon. gets boring-er and boring-er. don lyk her liaos lo. she late and don teach can. other classes don clear can. ours cnt. 4gt to do duty cnt. stupid de lo. kip on scolding us sia. stu-pid de l0hs.
ipw. kind ms sheela allowed us to do wadeva we wanted. so did eng summary. dne played ji gu pa and haidai wif zuxian.
aftsch. mdmhee and msthoo cme to snatch for de class. boos, bian won.=/ den did de going through of de stupid paper. totally nt interested la. so lie down wib my eyes closed. and she tot i slpt. so she smacked my arm. pain lo. not hard la. but her hand very de chu.{rough}
went to amkhub to eat. ate subway. laughed til my stomach ached la; was counting how mani bites does suhui take to swallow a bite. ans : 50!! lols. went to meet kiven den all went my hse. anw bought presents lah. and a while lata. xl and ky cam too. xl was doin moz of de stuff, while de rest was watching someone play auditon. kiven,suhui,ky,peishi was trying to rob mi la. kip on kajiao my piggy bank. kiven cant find de pw so kip on toplling it over den shake. humph. dey left at arnd 7+/
tried to send de thing to ahbian for her to print. den played audition for a while.
camp tml. and todae is ZUXIAN'S BDAE! =D. and hadi.yauxuan one too. HAPPY BDAE =DD. and to zuxian.get well soon. and laoma too=D
