Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
todae is still a super hot day. first 2 periods free. means no lesson b4 recess. choinged hw wif pei. kind mi hlped zuxian.
went for recess. finally rmbered to buy my eraser. was science ELC. did i dono wad kind of a thing. use de datalogger. and poured de detergent water into de soil. EARTHWORMS WRIGGLED OUT. lols. zuxian and ahbian were freaked out lahs. i was laughing lyk dono wad. den i asked jiachi to catch. and kind him tried to xD. don succeed though. mrs wong stoped him. ohya. I FREAKINGLY SAW A SLUG TOO O.o. then we decided to pour detergent water on it to see wad happen =/. nth much lahs. mrswong commented that if the plant dies tomorrow, she will know who is responsible. >.<. was sweating by then. laughed too much + the hot sun.
mother tongue was nxt. rwarrrr. mr zheng is getting meaner ever since de mps. he claims that we have too little homework frm the feedabck of the parents. SO MUCH HW!.
ipw then. okes la. don rrly lyk ipw. but i don mind ms sheela =D. she's cute la. always laugh at nth de. esp when she comes to our grp. we nvr fail to make her laugh xD. gd thing?
sft sch den went to opp to eat. den went AMKhub since eunike nvr go b4. kajiao-ed eunike. i was lyk saying " eunike si te" {eunike is pig} {ps : for fun nia. don meann it =x} random de la. cos she don understand. she asdked kunyan and ky said dat it means dat she is cute. so i continued: "eunike si dua pui te"{eunike is big fat pig } and when ky heard whad i said aft vvvv long , she laughed till she dropped on de ground. xD. and she translated to eunike as she is super duper cute. lols. fianlly we told her wad it meant la. and NICE eunike dint get angry =DDD. aft walking, we went to macs to do hw.
tired liaos. so do halfwae, i fell aslp =X. not only mi. ah gong too xD. and i finished most of my hw =D. guaii mii. we did till 5.40 luhs. den went food hunting agn. sufferring frm mental block then. aft dat, BAOZHEN IS NOW OFFICIALLY BROKE. =/ no $ le.
soon eunike went home, my mum came to find mi, ky and xl left. had dinner den went home.