Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
sun. went late . agn cos waiting for xuan, lols. waited dam long for taxi but don hab. so late lohs. realised dat i 4gt to wear class tee. rofl. cos ber and i nvr wear so onli nut wear. went into de rm. found dem cos of de nut's nut at de bak. lols. in front was ber and val dey all. my row was nut and ahma, behind was elyss and rach dey all. was makin quite some noise lahs.
aft service and de de-regionalizing, we went out to find de rest. dey were tokin. so went to extra lohs. made so much noise dat uncle jerry asked us to go in. then we can make noise. xD so we went in lohs. was playing lahs.den dono why ahma started kissin joey. den we all luffed. dono why oso sey started kissin each other . so we took photos. lols. muahahahs. may be putting dem on frenster. rofl. if dere is no violent objections =DD den aft church, val dey all wanted to go to np for lunch. waanted to pei dem but ahma cnt go. coz she hab filming. so kind nut and mi decided not to go wib dem. ate at de cafe wib ahma lohs., she ate slow, supprisingly. lols. den soon left to NP. played arcade. >>skip>> went to find xuan's phone. dam troublesome den went to ahgong hse. ate lyk 3 ice-creams. fattening. rwars. evt go his hse will lidda tde. went hm soon
