Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
sat. woke up to play com. den went to h.s. nearly late agn sia. go out wif xuan is liddat de. on de bus. kajiao-ed people agn. too bad lilian nvr come. =/ lols. so it was wendy lohs. played a while nia. den cos she eating so i called ahkun. hahas. played a while den she hung up. lols. showed ahma de pics xDD. de bus uncle took a diff and longer route to scgs. made us feel weird. lols. den reached. started playing soon. laoma went to play badminton, she seemed pissed lohs. =X her fren, sheilia is cute lahs. lols. fun to play xD den dey went up. i not playin so i be scorer. busy sia. our west was pro. hahas. all de bball people. bully dem la. starting was slow but de bak was exciting. de final score is 90-10. rofl. de bulliers. went up to see. though dint rrly understand how dey were palying lahs. as in how dey counted their points.
ohwell. took bus bak to yishun. went to dinner wif xuan , meow ,daryl. at LJS. aft eating den meow de frens came so we left. ling called mi tto watch movie. so okes lohs. dey were lateeeeee. ohwell. rofl. watched ghost rider agn. i wanna watch de movies, all ling oso watch le. vice-versa lahs. so pei her watch tis lohs. was nearly falling aslp la. cos i watch b4 lerhs.
aft dat we walked bak to her hse. den went home =D
