Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
I'm going to try and use proper english in this post, with the exception of the smileys xD
I went to sch today for meet de parents session with my mother, I guess I was a little late . Never mind. Then we went up to the hall for the principal's talk. There was powerpoint presentation on the MSG etc. For 2/2, we did well in mother tongue and some others. We did'nt do as well for english. I suppose most of us know why. =/ we achieved a MSG of 6.6, which wasn't very good. Actually, in sec1, we were the second best class in english when we had MsPan for our english teacher. Now, i shall not elaborate =/ Anyway, the talk was quite boring for Baozhen and there was a slide that both Baozhen and Vivian did not like. It was about the parents and the school working together, and parent should let the school know if their children was showing negative response at home. As the pupil behave differently at home and in school, the school needs to know what the pupils do at home in order to help them. They also pointed out some examples of the negative response. A few examples are , SMSing excessively, being addicted to online computer games, having an out-of-school boy/girl friend, etc. Through the presentation of this slide, Vivian and I was messaging each other on our views, and hence, i came up with a conclusion. Next time, if i had achieved a green slip, i will choose not to allow my parents to come. =D After the whole thing, I followed my mother as she tries to talk to the teachers. She kept wanting to meet the principal. Even though I was not very willing for her to meet my principal, in the end she got her wish and together with Vivian's mother , they met her. Vivian and I was shocked and we hid frm the direct eye contact coming from there. Nothing much happened anyway. After all the meeting with the teachers, we went to J8 for lunch {we - me, kunyan, xinlin, hazel and my mother} We ate at the food court, and after eating , we went to Popular to buy our things. Two english assessment books was bought ,by kunyan and me, each. {all thnx to ky lar =/} I bought some stationary too, so did Xinlin and Kunyan. We then went to Newbie as they wanted to buy some t-shirts. Therefore, i briught my mother to buy the chocolate that i wanted. Soon we went home. Upon reaching home, i fell asleep. Then i went to Jessica's house to practice for the dance tomorrow at Rzone. It was fun =DD. However, this fun was at the expense of not going for my aunt's ROM. Anyways, going to practice again tomorrow.
In conclusion, USING PROPER ENGLISH TO TYPE IS DAMN TEDIOUS!. and i still lyk using my english xDD.
