Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
last day orb sch =DD went wif loadsa stuff. got bak our results. failed eng and lit. pathetic. nvm shall work harder for de nxt term. hab new mubiao lerhs xDD
had maths trail. de tcher treat us lyk kindergarten kids lo. wth lohs. still hab wad " put ur fingers on your lips" pri sch now oso don do dat liaos can. still kip on saying dat we are sec2. went for recess early cos .. dowann sae =/
aft sch actu wanna go to AMKhub to eat de lahs. budden dey said dat dey were hungry and since kiven was late, we ate opp. went to amk station to gib him zuxian de results slip still. and kind kunyan pei-ed mi =D hazel took de bus over too. aft passing de paper to him la. lols. so walked bak tgt. went to chengsan cc to sit 1st. chat a while b4 goin bak.
stayed in class for a while b4 goin for de EFL rehersal. lanqi was dam cool lo. lols. aft dat, went to cyberlab to gather. split into grps. im in grp 3. wib, rebecca,daryn,krystal,audrey,augustine,garnesh,sheryl,kenelm and daniel.
did a video. i was de cameraman, sec1s+ augustine was de actors. garnesh was de NANNY. rebeccca was de director and editor. audrey was de i/c
was nice =D. den went for dinner. pathetic nasi lemak. lols. okes la. saw ky. she jus finished her training. KY IS CUTE =D. went bak to de mac lab for de editing of de video. rebecca was practically doin evt. LOL. aft den went down to spot in front of de G.O. played a game. was to use de candles to burn de ropes, ans to defend,hab to blow out de oppnent's candle. and mi being a defender, is a failure sia. lols. cos i kip laughing den when i blow, no air will come out.=/ ohwell. anws we lost la.
sweat alot okes. den went to bathe. and bak to de room to play cards for a while. b4 slping.
