Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
HAPPY BDAE AHMA/NAINAI NAOMI =D. hope u lyk de present dat vivian and i shared.
wore track pants. went to sch in my dad de car. lols.Debbie dint bring de fan. boos. cheat our feeling la. went off in de small yellow bus. pathetic larhs. squeeze here squeeze dere de l0hs. and 2/1 got de big one though. >>skip>> reached dere . saw lyk mani spiders. some squrriels. cute lohs. some birds too. she became dao sudd de lo. but still kind to patiently ans our Q though we repeatedly asked de same Q. >>skip>> went to pluck weeds/ we picked rubber seeds though. so mani ants. took pic b4 we left. took de big bus tis tym. slept de wae bak. go bak faster den go out lohs. took pics agn.
went up le to chng from de track pants to pe shorts. den went opp for lunch. hais. so disappointed piang lohs. and hazel kip saying lohs. making it worse. den went for cca. lame larhs. dey say wanna hab briefing. but is teach imovie dat noone listened. was released early.
went to AMKhub wif ky and nut. treated hael to drink and ky to ice-cream. BROKE LER. kept on eating de ndrink water. eat den drink water. lols. sat down and chatt. hahas. enjoyed de fellowship =D. went and reached home at 7. slpt a while den went for g12. grats to vic and joel for scoring well for their A-lvls =DD
