Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
1stly, HAPPY BELATED BDAE TO STEPHANIE =DD. 2ndly,- HAPPY BDAE TO JINGYING bro xDD. - HAPPY BDAE TO LEEYIN=DD - HAPPY BDAE TO JACINTA =DD.
had morn duty. for de 1st tym, i was de 1st. xia dao wo la. >.<.
did yingyongwen for chi. so chiim lahs. tcher wrote a whole white board of words. lols. was on spending and saving your money.
den was pe. played hand-ball agn. this tym + dribbling. hahas. CHAIHAO FINALLY OSO GOT THE TASTE OF THE BALL HITTING HIS FACE. i may sound saddistic. but he alwaes aim the ball or somehow his ball always lands on someone's face.
>>fast forward>>
ahbian wanted an extra lesson. don tink was useful. actually wanted to catch STOMP THE YARD. but zuxian dowan. so in de end all come my hse play com. unfortunately, audition was habing patch. sickening. =/. den they left tgt. doin hw wif mom nagging beside mi. so cnt type much.
ANW, I WANNA WATCH STOMP THE YARD,TMNT,MR BEAN. still finding ppl to watch tgt xD. gtg ler