Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
woke up at 9+ laichuang for a while den prepared to go out. dad was generous today lohs.xD and i tink i noe why. met vivian. she was late. den met peishi on de train. kajiaoed zuxian by saying dat i was late ;X loll. and she believed mi.
reached zuxian hse. had macs for brkfast. watch pokemon. dono how long nvr watch le lohs xD cld lyk predict wad they were goin to say lohs. did our powerpoint. yea man. and wrote out what we were goin to say on that day ler. soon went off. bus-ed to wldlands le den taxied to yishun. ahbian was late. i tot i was late la. it was 2.45 but i tot it was 2.15 tsktsk. made mi jingzhang for nth sia. tried to finish up de pict. den went up to de bus. was lyk kajiao-ing taima, dowan let her slp xD den she ask mi to kip quiet. so i kept quiet all de wae. lols. people keep askin mi to tok sia. hahas. muz feel weird w/o mi tokin xDD went up to see poison ball a while. den went dwn to umpire a while oso. went up agn. cos rounders was takin long. jacinta can rrly understand my sign languages xD cos i wasn't toking. laoma oso xD
went dwn at round 5+ so long de game start lahs. okok. dowan to elaborate. anw, to cut short, we gave 3 points to A la. den dey won lo.3-1. okes. no one de fault. bus-ed bak to yishun. was trying to emo. but dint rrly succeed. ahma was kajiao-ing jl la. who was sittin nxt to me. she was crying=.- for fun de. 3 sec can come out le. no wonder best actress. xuan was emo-ing oso. dey alighted at khatib la. cass ps mi lo. nvm. went home wif dad. tinghuanishoushigou.butinghuaniyoujiang.yaowozuoshenme
