Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
today. went to sch. slept all de way lohs. rached liaos den woke up. so qiao,saw hazel,suhui,peishi and ahbian. went to locker 1st. den went bak to class.
eng supposed to be readin period. but she wanted to show the compos. i got 17/30. not bad le la. win de ngs by 1 mark. hehheh, not rrly interested la. more interested in de hist test lata.
hist. had test. cher is bad de lohs. ask him do last min revision since hab tym but he dowan. tsk. fine lohs. aniwaes. i -4 mrks le lohs. toopid defination thing.
recess
HE. was fun. did de lesson wif the china students. had a new tcher for de day -an ex andersonian. he is tall de lo. den he tried to translate wad he said to chi for de china students. and he dono how to say dough in chinese. farnie lahs. had 3 hrs of HE. actu is 2 hr. but cnt finish so take tym fromIPW. anw. tokin halfwae, sudd major chong came in. dint rrly see him. so when i turned arnd i was lyk "whoa" LOL. den mjchong asked if i saw a ghost. so malu lohs. toked to de senior. ask him to let us try de fruit tart. hahas. in de end managed to get half of it. + half a peach. xDxD nvr bai bai ask him. hahas. he is nice + farnie.
aft sch went bak to class. skip lunch to choing hist. ask zuxian to buy sth for mi =] den had H-O-T. is diaon de la. went hm wif zuxian. was luffin all de way bak. she kept sayin dat she was fei1li1-ed by de nut. lols
