Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
todae is IZYAN & XINLIN's bdae. hahas happi bdae=)
start from morn. nearly late. reached sch, ahlin sortta knew and so she brought an extra set of clothes.
skip to de recess part.
went to canteen. ate 1st. den went to fill plastic bags wif water. threw at ahlin. hahas. so fun la. but mr nathan behind sia. thank god he nvr scold ar. lolls. ah lin whole body wet sia. rofl. then she went to chnge to another set of clothes. hahas. de whole pinafore is wet de lohs. she hung it on the extra chairs. pics posted lata.
math. mdmhee scolded us for bringing food den skip all de way to aft sch. went opp to eat. den bought 2 packets of flour. threw at ahlin when we reached de field and made her wet. lols.she was tryin so hard to wash de flour off. ky and angeline tried to hlp her wash her uniform. no much hlp la.
went to do podcast. sry to Daryn/Kevin/REGINA for making them wait 40 mins for mi. >.< finished editing de podcast. added pics inside oso. left to upload it online.
