Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
okok. haben bloged in lyk 1wk + 2 days? lols. nvm.
blog bout lat fri 1st. was de real cny celeb. sucked big tym;X everything corked up larhs. kip habin feedbak. dint hab dem during de rehersals though. skipped hist test. lols. dint get to see msPan =/
aft de celeb. waited lyk 15 mins for a dam taxi. 1stly, had so lil taxis on dat day la. 2ndly. dere were so mani dam cab stealers!!. wth lohs. seniors even de juniors. too bad de small people dint manage to get. and de graduated seniors were kind not to snatch. thnks to huiying and frens for giving up their taxi to us =D
den went bak to pri sch. looked arnd a while den go hm and bathe/ went to j8 wib ahbian, den mit wib toh, brandon and their fren. watched ghost rider. okes la. not bad. watched de same movie and tym slot wib jingying and naomi oso.' hahas. so qiao lohs.
adt movie went to np. bought some stuff. den went to church. was vanity. den had to sit wib region. lalalas. nice drama . den went home soon.