Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
okok. tis one is for sun. a lil late but oh well. busy gal xD
sun went to church. de nut 4gt her phone. lols. reached on tym. laoma and taima de laorens tou pao into rzone. tsktsk. but laoma dint go morn service so.. in de end kena chased xD taima managed to stay though. den jasmine and i was kajiao-ing her when we sung song. coz taima de singin is nice=DD den ahma brought new fren oso. aft service, went to de alfresco. sat down to tok. den lata bernice and laoma came. ahma was lyk so rushen in bernice de yr bk la. lols. and laoma ar. she tok a few sentences den will either arrange her sideburn or tap her head de. LOL. den i say her, she will ps. xD de nut was complainin dat she was hungry all de tym. tsktsk. how to survive nxt yr de recess? LMAO. den while walkin out, saw christine. so go tgt lohs.. to np. den mum dey all were lyk eating SAKAE SUSHI. gr8 la dey all. tsktsk. nvm..den aft reach le den pei laoma and taima to wait for bus. aft den ahma and her fren left, so left de nut, mi and christine.
okok. skipp
in de end we went to eat sakae wif christine la. nut hab koufu de lohs. last tym was pizza. now sushi.. tsktsk., was fun fellowshipping =DD de nut eeye prob den kip on taking bone instead of fish, lmao la. was luffing away.
