Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
had cca aft sch. took a wadeva "infocomm proficency test" had xin li zhun bei to fail ler lahs. so gang qiao dat all the people dat failed were from P.A hahas. so scold lo. he chased all de people away b4 he started. but somehow moz of de sec3 gal pa seniors came. dey stood outside la. only de 2 DM guys were dere. ikmaliah did a very sweet thing by msging us a very swit msg! =D thnx man. den soon de guy went crazy le. shout here shout dere. scold here scold dere. i pity de sec1s la. innocent kids. den aft evt, went off wif de PA seniors. ik looked pissed for us lohs. lolls.took us bak to de PA room. all of us were sort of pissed lahs. did some test. de sec3 and sec4s were dere too. reg did 1st, den yanning. and den my turn. sheryl sort of gotta noe bout de shouting and scolding then. so called him to come. den dey sortta quarreled. while i did de mike lahs. den i asked ik" im not supp to be here de ryte?" ik,"erms.u quikly do finish le den go out." i was de only sec2 in de room la. he and sheryl say till v agitated lohs. sheryl made mi feel touched man =D she said : yin wei ta men shi wo de junior suo yi wo ai ta men "becoz dey are my juniors so i <3 dem." so touching lohs. hahas. love her too. den soon went out. cos weird weird de lahs. cnt say more of de things la. aniwaes, cut short. he came to apologise to us la. and from then on, DM meetings we the PA pple no nid to go. yay?
