Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
had masswrkout. changed song lerhs. no more YMCA. a while le den mrlim went arnd to take photos. den came to our class. den all of us, de people standin in front, all siam. mrlim ask us tobehave per normal. but we all camera shy. oh well xD
science. cld see at de china students were dam bored. hahas.cnt blame dem. cos we were too.
chinese. had wen shi ke. did somesort of a quiz. den played 2 teams. we miraclously won. had 2 chocolates as reward.
geog. our mindmap was pathetic lohs. got C. cos we gave wrong info xDDD farnie larhs. aniwaes did more sian stuff. miss sec1 geog la. much more interesting. =/
maths. did grpwk. did so mani careless mistakes :X sryy~~
den aft sch, had lunch wif ky,eunike,bian and grace hahas. was fun eating wif dem =))
went home. bathed. did some hw,tuition de hw oso, den went for tuition. tcher gave mi a mini orange.and a sweet. lols. i kept de orange la. cute lohs.
went hm chnge drew some picts. den went out to church. met wif mum 1st. den went to church. had fun. aft church den tabao KFC hm as supper
