Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
went to sch todae. had morn duty. went out at lyk 6.40? it was so smooth at 1st lohs.. all greenlight de.. but at de end was jam.. so dam los.. still late.. reach le den go up to de office. waa..alot seniors sia:) hahas..all come help.. gd thing la..coz den not onli 3 pple. nidded mike stand so pei anngie go control rm take. den ran down again. went to set it up. hlped le den went up again. stood at de window. saw de sch dance xD hahs..but dey kip complaining dat too soft.. but inside lyk disco sia.
evt max liaos
dam loud..coz in front nvr on speaker.. cher sae de..but ending dat tym, mr lim sae on so..oh well.. hahs..aniwaes..aft de dance,yanning and mi went to kip de stuff. but all de wire cant detatch sia.. so bobian..call for jiu bing. den anngie came. said dat is spoil de..cant take out de.. >>fast forward>>
went bak to class.. had sci. ms ho = mrs wong hahs..went to lab learnt about matter.
hist. new tcher. mr low..old tcher. waa..his tokin was siansiansiansian lohs.. can fall zzZ de lohs.. and zuxian said he is cute xD haha..had hw..booooooO~
maths. copied notes agn. den had a drama auditon pp O.o gav hw agn~ de holi hw nid to hand in on tues de i hab finish yet de lohs. den now hab 1 more.. hais..
geog. showed us her expectations. den told us de stuff to do. she told us 2 ghoststories lata. quite scary larhs..lols. den hazel told her about our chalet de. hahs.den she sae actu wan scare us but in de end she oso a lil scared scared. lols..went oppo to makan lata. went bak to class . climbed up 5 storeys to get my bags ler.
went to GO to see if ahbian de lock was dere. sat down on de floor dere den start finding wif nut. cld nt find..dono go whr lerhs. so too bad ler.. went for cca lata..
found out i was in P.A lerhs. but nth much oso.. mostly same der. only more emphasise on it nia.. den went to de cyber lab to see de video. and discussed bout de banner and flyers for de cca open hse. had lots of nonsense ideas xD hahas..was fun la... fred and gang hao were lyk quarellin all de tym. making us laugh. b4 leaving, ganghao told us some scary stuff too. lols..
went home den prepared and den went off to church.. taxi-ed dere. reached exactly at 7.30:) region c was 2006 winner. saw a movie wich ended at 10. aft den went for supper. fellowshipped liaos den went home. reached at 12. and here am i(:
