Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
had fever de previous night. morn wake up betta a lil so went to sch. dint noe dat i had duty.. but anngie told mi lata. so went up to do lohs. was ok. skiped mass workout again=X
was sci. mrs wong was still teachin on molecules and elements. so dam chim. whole class oso quite blur xD so we all kept quiet. hahas. den when she asked Q, we dint respond. cos dono ma. lols. mrs wong i tink got a lil pissed>.< bobian lo.
den was hist. was sian as usual. to zusian.i cant see de cuteness lo. cant jus becoz he has sagging cheeks xD =X okok. comin bak.had some hw. nth much.
aft recess den was maths. hehes. mdm hee said dat seeing de notice board cheered her up!! =D=D=D hahas. so happi larrrrrr. lols. den had maths hw agn. mdm hee lovesss gibbin us dat.
last lesson-geog. a word-chim! realised dat we dint hand in de pp wich carried some marks>.< ohwell. don lyk ms sheela as last lesson. cos she alwaes keep us bak!. boos~.
had cca. stupid la.i tot is coz hab sec1's so i went lo. i seriously tink dat HE is xin li bian tai de lohs. wth.wan us to hold de books and stand dere for 10 mins. walaos. my mum doesn't even do dat to mi los.zzZ but den he say wad is for stability when using de video cam. and wad if we 10 min oso cant, den speech day nid to hold for 2hrs how. so fine lo. carried de 2 bks. i was de luckiest la. de one i carried was de lightest. hehes. aft carrying, he said he wanted to gib us test. if we fail, he will embarrass us in frnt of de sec1's. i don care lohs. fail jiu fail. den i asked him wad he wanted to test. he said all de things dat he taught us. i was lyk. huh?wad u teach us? i seriously don recall anything lohs. den he asked de bois to go running up and down de slope. he even asked us to la! its lyk he said, todae hab mw so u all shuld be wearing pe shorts under. u all either go chng or u all run wif ur tunic. WTHHHHHHH!!! cnt stand it le. its becoz we dowan to sweat dats why join infocomm ryte, if not join infocomm for wad. not much points oso. if not hor, we wld go and join de sports cca liaos lo. so i asked him we run for wad. he say nid de STAMINA. wth. stamina for wad. wth he wan us to do sia. resisted. in de end all de gals we say we dowan to run. so i blurted out.i rather carry de bks lohs. den he heard. he said "u sure not" and i said dat it was betta . den he said dat at de start of cca carry 10 mins, at de end carry 10 min agn. was gettin pissed lohs. seeing dat it was gtting near to 3.30, we say hlp yanning to put de files 1st. was arranging it outside staffrm. den HE came and said dat we will be running every fortnightly. reg shouted bak to him dat fri wasn't even even our cca day. den he said he will arrange it so dat it wld fit our cca days. wthh!!dat made mi rrly pissed. aft hlpin yanning put de stuff, we left. we were discussing bout tis matter all de way from de tym we left sch till, we reached causeway point. its lyk from amk to wdlds. can see how pissed we were.
had tuition, den aft dat went hm den went to church. was donuts decibels and downunder. was eating lollipop on de taxi. cant finish it. so during de worship i was lyk puttin in and takin out. esp when de camera was turnin over to my side>.< my mum was lyk saying dat i was playing hide and seek wif de camera xD and de camera lyked my side. so kept looking at tis side. prevented mi from finishin my lolli faster.>.<. den was de screamin and eating of donuts. hahahs.now den i noe my taima can eat dat fast. heyhey its a compliment=). serious ate half a donut den soon went home.
gd luk for my game lata=)) goin to SCGS to play rounders.
