Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
lols. todae aft a v long tym, i reached hm at 3+ =)
went to sch at 7 todae. had morn duty. reached dere evt done le. hehes. dats y i looovvve doin morn duty wif sarah. she so early de lohs. managed to escape from massworkout agn:)
den was eng. was dam sian as usual. i miss msPan.:(
PE nxt. ran 4 rounds. so tiring lahs. but ms ho say nxt lesson will be frisbee:) yes! no running:X well its betta lohs. aft running, tcher wan train our "6 pac" den while she explainin i asked" den cher u hab 6 pac nots?" lols.she said no. gals will harder to hab den boys. cos we hab naturally more body fats.
recess , ate,chnged. went to locker to get art folios. my sketch bk inside. and i haben draw de template yet. and hazel lousily still cnt open de lock-.-.
chinese. i lyk mr zheng la. he is nice:) we get rrly enthu during his class. and as he says is "ji dong" hahas. its gd lohs. den he say y mrs wong say we quiet. but he doesn't see it. so i shouted over. "laoshi,wo men chao shi hao shi lohs. dai biao wo men mei shui jiao you ting de dong" "mrsWong de ke hen chim suo yi wo men ting bu dong,bu neng hui da" meaning ,"tcher we noisy is gd news lohs." "mrsWong lesson too chim le we don understand,dat's y nvr ans her Q"
den was sci. mrsWong still wants to listen to vincent's voice. lols.
ART. drawed de eyes and de template for nose and mouth. and de double eyelids~
went to locker to kip de things. hazel still cnt open de lock. lols.. den evt nid we put in. nut: juz becos ur mum helps u peel prawn shell, doesn't mean XL and i habto hlp u put locker lohs~ ok done wif it.
cabbed to np to eat while de nut went to phs to supp seniors playin. de cabby uncle's laopo's name is suhui! lolx. cnt imagine dat my zuxiangong is actually him lohs~ de plate unmber is 9455 or 9544. or sth lyk dat lohs. hahas.
ate BK. XL cnt finish her small student meal drink lohs. lolx.den we were discussing how late we bathe, how we fight for toilet or even de water we will use, and de parent niam-ing us to quikly go pongpong xD lols.looks lyk moz children wld behave de same way.
went home. hazel msged mi on de way. saying dat she saw laoma in phs. lols.den say she v pro. hahas.laoma happi liaos ar. rofl.mus hab confidence in urself:)
slpt for dono how long. woke up ate den bathed. did HW okes. den now type tis post. hab to off com ler. buais ppl(:
