Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
hihi:).. i noe v long nvr update le.. hees. ok..now update..
SUN went to church in de more. was initialize for Rzone. hahas..ahma so loner sia.. hehes..taima left ler so onli ahma. aft church, had lunch den went to ahgong hse. mum still say wad is ahgong de bdae.. but is 21... so went to play mahjon wif my 2 couz and xuan. playing half wae den xuan and mi go kajiao my couz. lyk go add or take away her tiles. den sae she play cheat. xD hahas..kip on repeat.. but she still dono. lmao.. aft she feel v pekchek and left de room, den she go tell her dad who was playin mahjong oso dat de rm hab ghost=.- she got so frightened dat she cried=.= so mi xuan and pei went out to de market dere den to de playgrnd. lata xuan got a call dat my cous ran away. =.='' so walked arnd to try and find. reach bak to ahgong hse le den she still not bak. but lata hab a call bak to sae dat she went to de market. diaon correct liaos. a lil dumb oso. lols. aniwaes done my hw=)
tues wen to sch. den aft sch went to paint banner. met in de control rm. we bought banner frm central liaos. 10m..den divide to 2 den started to use chalk to draw la.. is nice one lohs=) den a while ppl left le..do for a while more den left oso.
wed cont wif de painting. stuff got rrly messy. so nided more paints and thinner. had to wash de paintbrushes too. printed de flyers oso. and to tink dat de uncle dint charge us. hehes.. LMAO stuff la.. lazy to wryte ler>.< den waited for ahbian since 5.55 liaos. in de end waited for 20 mins.. went to de bbletea shop cos dey wan makan. mi eat fries too. took mrt. alighted at yishun. den wait for dad to come fetch mii. aniwaes my dadtold mi de wrong location lo. thank god i wait for him nots den i go wrong place liaos. had dinner wif all my relatives. and i was still in uniform larhs~ so i dint go for g12.>.<. aft dinner den went home.
