Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
hahs..todae ish de 1st dae of sch. reached sch late..1st tym sia.. toopid xuan hai one!! slow motion de.. reached sch lyk finally.. was late but pei was later.. lols..found out dat mdm hee is still our form teacher. hahs. so kena booking los. den went up to the hall to listen to talks.. listen till 10=.-den recess. hahas..v long nvr eat de food dere ler. den asked viv to hlp put my bag since she not eating and goin up. ate wif zuxian. went up aft makan. wakaos.nidda climb up 5 storeys. den by the tym we reached, we were lyk dam chuan lohz. sat down and slacked a while b4 mdm hee came bak. 1st gib out de tymtable. alot of chers chng le. de committee members oso changed le.. laoma now is chairman xD den de rest no de sub reps dint rrly chng. decided on our class tee ler. all de colours and evt. hehes..lookin forward to it :) den had attire check. farnie lohs. mdm hee was goin arnd pullin pple's belt up. hahas..my turn oso same la.. and she said dat my hair is long. its lyk wth? mi juz cut lohs.. nvm..don care>,<. oh ya..our 5 mins toilet brk is gone:( boooos~. dat was de part we were lookin moz forward to lohs. other den recess and dismissal. den at 12 went bak to de hall for .. i oso dono wad dat called la.. lyk a tok lyk dat..but interractive and more interesting de bahs. den aft wet bak to class den dismiss le. went to 3rd floor to see juniors. hahs..dey were habin de sickening-1stday-english-test. lolx~ and we were main so much noise dere. soon went bak to class. den went to find pei dey all. ate a chicken wing. all orb dem had cca. onli mi don hab..donnoe gd or bad thing. so..nth to do..went home lohs.. reached bout 2.48 liddat bahs.. den played com.. actu wanna slp de but SOMEppl don let..so dint.. played penguin and audition for a while.
