Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
awaken by cass de call. *was waiting for it xD went out to mit her. did de ezlink card de "registration" 1st. den go makan. played arcade for a tweeny while. bought bbletea le den went to queue for a longlong tym b4 her turn. aft dat went to np. went to kiddy palace coz cass sae wan show mi her christmas pressir -de elephant. lols? hehes..den went to timezone for another tweeny winy while=] b4 goin to h.s met wif dexter b4 goin up. he ar..so mafan lohs. still wan us go up fetch him sia. dua pai. insisted for him to mit dwnstairs still x) den went for h.s de field dere. dint play at first but was subbed in lata. we won=) okes.sae 1st ar..B & D are GD FRENS =) den aft our match, had short meetin. went to play frisbee agn aft dat:) was dam siaooooo lohhs. but still fun.. or rather dats wad made it fun xD makaned at de coffee shop beside de church. and dere were lyk 3 cats dats kip om comin. norm its ok la..nvm. but tis tym we hab- jac,leeyin, emannuel and dhina who were scared of cats! LMAO~.den when de caats come dey wld all lift their legs sia.. lols..den look arnd for cats. dat made dem eat rrly slow.. so mi and cass became to lyk kip de cats away frm dem. so dat dey can eat in peace=) but eryln was lyk attrating dem. made jac pissed wif her>.< aft dat all went on our wae home le lohs.. took 804 to np den went hm oso. bathed le den wentto mit wif ling jie and gary. bought tickets le den xuan came. watched DeathNote2. lols. den played arcade a while. or rather 1 game.. den walked bak to ling de hse. felt hungry den went to de pasar malan oppsite her hse to buy sth to munch la. went bak aft dat.12+ le. den i no hungry so pasar malam buyfood oso wrong
