Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
1st CONCERT went arnd at 7+? cos my parent were mahjong-ing again~.. met hazel. i was late.sry~ went to de concert. was so damdam cool okes.. aft de concert went down to buy stuff. btw it was a full hse okes. 2nd storey was full and 4 th storey oso! those v v late de had to sit at de 1st storey. anw; bought 3 tees. 2 for mi and 1 for xuan. had 2 of dem signed~~.weets. one green and 1 brown. bought a cd oso.was oso signed. took picks of dem and wif some of them. couldnt take wif all coz dey hd to leave le. will post de pics soon. hopefully b4 i go to genting wich is tonyte>.< esent hazel hm den went hm oso.
2nd CONCERT went at 7 oso. cos hab tuition till 6. met ahmin laoma at de interchange. so went tgt=) went in..managed to sit on de 2nd storey~. was a lil diff frm yest. a lil onli lar. but it was still oh-so-COOL! tis tym was juan singing while last tym was andy drumming=) aft de concert, stayed in church for a while. today casting crowns dint come down for autographing. maybe coz dey had a morn flight nxt morn at 6+ so hab to get rdy. took church bus den went to khatib. intended to go cz kor de hse to find xuan. so went wif taima dey all. on de bus i was disturbing taima not to zzz and entertain mi. made mi zibi for w]a while sia. den dey went to makna 1st. i dint eat. im on a diet~..thought it doesn't work :X den dad called. so chng my mind. ask him to pick mi up. at gary hse dere. and kind taima sent mi dere. cos mi "lu-chi" dono how to go. den taima left and dad came. waited for xuan den went to ling hse, played maple and got my mark of beta=) den soon left. btw;i hate tokin to my dad on de phone when he is driving. cos mi nid to repeat myself 3 tyms b4 he can get my message. zzz:/
goin H.s soon. nidda pack for Genting oso. b4 my mum niamniamniam agn so buais ppl=)
