Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
yest was fun.. aftnoon wake up ler den do hw.. im trying to get a day in which i had slpt for 12 hrsXD. but my maid kip wakin mi up>.< so now its 2 maths assignments. supprised?XD went to mit jas wif mx den go to ps dere went to de 6th restaurant.. when christine came den we were lyk LOLing.. coz she kip sayin stuff luk..if u cut ur head into half den it will look lyk.. pstor casey came and left aft a while.. and evil christine pranked called him..tsktsk.. aft we eat ler den pei jas to gib de food to her mum. den mi became her taisun laoma(ahmin) became her sunnu and christine and mx became her nuers. den liting and siying?(dono her name>.<) stayed a distance away lar.. LOL..coz dey nvr pei us act feng(crazy)..>.< ahhahas..den when jas payin we still actin lar. den de security guard and cashier were aum-chio-ing lohx.. ahahahs..jas ps.. den ahya..we saw a lil boii lyk lost... so 'taima' kindly went over say wan her to lend him hp to call his mum not.. den he walked away.. so 'taima' went to ask agn.. den he walked away bakfacin us and said"waT.". verh rude hors.. so we decided not to hlp ler.. went to de mrt station.. waited for train..den played in it oso.. ahahhahahas..dent yishun all orb dem went down. left mi and my sis.. so we went hm.. actu yest i write tis post liaos. den post liaos bud no connectionO.o so de whole post gone.. so write agn..>.<
