Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
Three Ppl That Make Me Laugh 1 my de 3 families 2 my friends xD 3 my couz/niece&nephews
Three Things I Love 1 my friends &3families 2 comp & teevee& phone 3 mii,myself,iie? xD
Three Things I Hate 1 i don 2 rrly 3 hate anithin
Three Things I Don't Understand 1 eng/maths/sci 2 y my dad dowan increase my allowance>.< 3 y peishi muz tagg mi for tix thing
Three Things I am doing right now 1 tix quiz 2 msging 3 fallin aslp
Three Things I Want To Do Before I Die 1 travel the world 2 pray and read bible>.< 3 say buhbye to everyone?
Three Things I Can Do 1 slp.zzZ 2 pray and read bible 3 fa-daii
Three Ways To Describe Myself 1 crazy 2 lazy 3 idk le
7 Random Facts About Myself 1 i wear watch alomz 24/7 2 i lyk and wake up late xD 3 i lyk to eat 4 i am a full tym slacker 5 i watch almost every chnl of de teevee programme xD 6 i quite enjoy suan-ing ppl=X 7 i lyk toking on de phone..
7 things that Scare Me 1 how 2 can 3 i 4 possibly 5 say 6 it 7 here xD