Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
SAT went to mit ahma 1st den went fer H.S. it was at 400+ at de field below choochye's hse. played frisbee. lost 5-3. but our soccer won. hahs.B and D is friendly derhs. den aft our match,went to jess hse to do de food for r-zone show. went wif erlyn and her sis. took a bus dere.
okes reached dere. hlped chop de garlic. den de carrot. found out dat chongying was a dangerous figure wif de chopper oso.. ROFL..den we did de potatoes. dey mashed de potato using a spoon. den dey put den into a big pot den i mashed dem again xD was fun lar.=D den aft de meat was ready, dey put into dem into a de disposable silver bowl. u noe..those for cupcakes. but bigger lar. den dey put ler den brought it over for us to fill dem wif potato. hahas..those dat is filled by mi is all to de brim de. lolls .den we went to bake it.
hahs.we bake a while nia la..looked lyk egg tart hors xD. den i nth to do,so go re-arrange it.
hahs..guess wad is it supp to look lyk? [hint: u lick it xD] aft we make finish ler den we soon left.
.den we went to bake it.