Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
MON woke up at 11 den laichuaned till 12 prepared le den went to sch was early..lalalalas did de filming. dint finish it coz no main god and boii. de love scene was farnie..lolx. den went to NP to mit my zuxian dey all. went to cold storage to buy de sweets. den to de uncletidbits went to de theatre. watched THE GRUDGE2 was not bad la.. coulnt eat coz i was fastin and it was 4+ nia>.< waited till 5 den i ate. so guaii horXD de movie started arnd dat tym oso.. hehes..was turning away before de "ghost" appeared. de sitting arrangement was mi,zuxian,XL,ahPEI(mi on de moz left). den when de scary part come i will look in their direction. taking peeks at de showXD den my zuxian will cont lookin la.. her expression scares mi>.< when ahLin is lookin,everyone in de theatre wounld noeX) shalnt go further.hehes. den aft de movie ahLin and ahPei went hm by bus. while mi and zuxian took MRT. went hm straight aft. lolx..
