Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
woke up at 10+. asked my maid to pack fer mi>.<. den on-ed de comp. no one goin to de chalet was online lohx. so off-ed it den choing to de AMK mrt station. wif 3 bags lar. hazel said to bring monopoly wich was so heavy and zor-teng. and slping bag.. ahhas.was early lars. zuxian was dere liaos. so we played tai-di and stress. aft waitin for all to come, we went to hazel hse. hazel was late so went to de elderly's exercise area. all orb dem were playin... den mi slacked dere.. aft hazel came and we went to her hse to put down de stuff. went to Sheng Siong bought food & other stuffs. the 3 Ngs were slackin behind us lohs. den onli mi hazel and XL were doin de shoppin. haas..den XL became our mummi for then. coz she was lyk de one doin de takin of stuff( she's tall rmb) den walkin in front+her height.. looked lyk a mummi bringin her kids out for shoppin xD den aft ALL de shoppin,went bak to hazel's hse. haas..since de 3NGs dint do much shoppin, dey did lots of carring..LOL 2 carry de sacks of charcoal & 1 carry all the bottled drinks haas.all de heavy der. hazel say her shenjingsian hab prob so cnt carry heavy stuff.=.- thus she dint hab to carry rrly anithin.
went bak to hazel's house. carryin evt. dere was lyk more bbq-ing stuff den stuff being bbq-ed xD found out it was still early so we took pics & played for awhile de pics are wif ahbiian.. will get it frm her=)
hazel's dad offer to send us all dere. but his car is lyk 4-5 seater(includin de front 2 seats) mii& hazel were the poor things tortured by the chaodahs -xinlin&suhui (ps:XL my leg orhcheh ler.not she v v v heavy..is de position she siitin.den her bone is sharp de>.<) reached our chalet nt long aft explored around. not as ulu as dey said lar. had lots orb wenzi-s. went to walk arnd the old Changi Hospital's like just up the hill from our chalet. so creepy._.
soon de rest came. de gals stayed outside and de guys in. hahs..we were lyk playin card while de guys makaning. for hours, we were simply playing cards only. and makanin..LOL. there were these two black cats which suddenly came out of nowhere. den kip diao-ing mi los. soon, another one came also. bigger one..i tink is de mama. almost everybody were freaked out by them lohs. esp hazel and XL.. kunyan attracts de cats lohs. LOL..soon de tchers came oso. onli 2 lars.. ms wang is zibi der lohx. and she teng de cats more den us de student xP. she fed those cats food plus played with them. we bbq ler den gave dem. den mswang threw de prawns to de cats.. she even shell for dem lo. den ms wang went to bbq oso. she said she had "skill". haas..in de end we agreed. to de point of de PRAWN. she bbqed sausages,prawns and crab sticks. de rest were all mostly chao-dahs. den she passed it all to mslim to hlp her eat lohx. we ate some too.
rested frm bbqing. chatted with ms wang. XL, mswang&mslim went off aft that. XL longpanged dem. and the rest of us went bak to makan de leftover wings. v fun.i ate it wif de knife. look lyk sicko muderer lyk dat xD ahbiian pei-ed mi. den hazel came out aft bathin. jiachin looked left out la. so asked him to take a chair and pei us sit lo=) evt hazel toke,she will lead to mswang. den evt she says dat and she realises it, she will change topic to class tee xD den a white cat came.. so fat lar =X & a cat fight happened.. dam creepy lohs..de sound dey made. sounded lyk a baby crying. so all of us freaked out. den when hazel's mum came out, we cleared up everything. den went into the chalet we tonned the entire night without slping played tai-di a while. dint wan cos onli 4 players and we had 8 ppl. so chnged and played arnd 5HRS of murderer LOL lohs..hazel's reaction was farnie.xD ky and mi de card were lyk omos oways. den norm is murderer la. and den we wld try to kill each other xD haaas..her reaction was dam cute lohs..LOL
waited till the sky was finally bright. ard 6+? wanted to watch the sunrise. but it was blocked by a cloud.. it was tsktsktsk lohx. so we took pics lo its a nan-der i wanna take pics. cos cnt in de chalet. u knw... walked back to the chalet. viv and suhui had bad stomache.. den hazel asked if it was mswang's bbq. say till i oso duzitong.. practically all of us except for those who dint eat+XL aft siitin on de sofa,moz of us fell aslp xD except for peishi & hazel's mum. aft wake up ler den packed up & took bus back to yck slept..de air-con wa cold lohx. den my head kip banginin on de thing behind mi. dat bar to hold on der.. de uncle drive till very jerky lohs... when we reached de interchng, we went dwn..den i head pain so is head pain+de stomache ache i had frm de chalet felt lyk puking los. ohya..b4 i 4gt. THNX TUH HAZEL'S MUM FOR ALL DE HELP:) :D
went out wif eunike and ky. had brunch at subway. viv and eunike said bout de creepy stuff durin de chalet>.< went to take neos aft dat=) ky look so paikia w/o smiling/toking but...she's still cute=) den went to de library.. found a place den sat dwn. viv and ky went to take bks. den lata called eunike dat dey found a betta seat. so asked us to go dere. so mi stood up. dint realise dat dere was s fire extinguisher above mi larhx. so banged it. den i dropped on my sholuder, banged against de glass,den dropped on floor.. so dam ps lar.cos it was dam loud.. so quikly put it bak den went to find dem.. i tink de whole lvl heard lo..dam ps.. aft dat, i slp at de chair for 1/2hr den left for hm=) DE CHALET WAS FUN=) though scary=X
