Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
YAY-ness..de eoy's are over.. todae last pp..dowan tok bout it le..
aft sch went to do DnT. a while den pass to zusian to hlp mi do when i go briefin. den i come bak almoz done le. thnx zusian..^^
so did it den went to J8. go eat 1st.. chicken rice again..but wasnt rrly nice to get my appetaite.. so eat less den half nia.. den off we went to walkwalk.. walk dam long but still haben time up lo. so went into almoz all de stalls, ahlin got her piercin. den went to take neo oso.
aiya..ahlin cheng ji sit my leg sia>.< den we took revenge by steppin on her face. lolx.u all wont understand de. its whr de pig was.will put it up nxt tym. ahhahas.
verh de high lo. but nobody pei-ing mi..so cant high.sad lolx..went to watch JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE. not bad la.farniie cept for de gross part. LOL..
I STILL WAN WATCH ROB-B-HOOD!. lolx..but dey dowan.. nvm..watch wif other ppl den>.< who wan?=).. hehes