Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
den went up to class wif my makan stuff on my hand.
saw mdm hee comin down den hid de stuff=Xphews~
coz mi and ahbian nvr bring de notes ma.
so borrow frm ahPei
den she and zuxian share.
mdm hee scary lohx..
kip lookin at my direction.
dono lookin at mi or chaihao..
she came in den kena scolding le.
lyk term1 sia..
empty classrm and den once come in jiu kena scolding>.<..
okes fine..im crapin..lalalas..
aft sch went to J8 to watch THE GUARDIAN.
its one of de few more mature movies dat i wanna watch..
was touching towards de end..
a lil lyk de ice de show(i 4gt de name)
den aft went to walk walk..
bought junk food..
spent alot of$>.<
den went to de lib..
we WALKED all de way up budden no place to sit.
lift-ed to de basement.
its de children section..
sat down.
den ahlin and de nut started doin maths.
while i looked arnd..
ahkun was reading a bk and sayin how chim de words were.
LOL!.so pei her read..
it has been long since i read a strybk=X
it was bout dinosaurs?
ROFL..den took pic usin ahlin de phone..
hahas..she tried real hard to put de 3 of us into de pic..
so tried a few tyms la..lols.
den hazel and ahpei behind taking picx of us taking picx larhx..
LMAO~..
aft wentta walk somemore b4 goin hm coz we were all broke>.<
waited for ahkun de ahGonq to come pick her. coz dowan pangseh her. den in de end she or rather her ahGong sent us to yishun. ahlin and ahpei went hm. mi oso took de train. nut went wif ahkun bak to amk bahx. lolx..de chalet thing is goin on la. but dono if i can go coz maybe my parents wan bring mi out? hope can lohx=/ hope our class tee can be done soon oso=)