Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
4.whose your partner ? `as in wad partner?sittin=vivian.
5.what do you like to do in the holidays ? `slackin xD goin out=)
6.how you feel about your life now ? `okes barhx.liveable
7.who you hated the most ? `dont rrly hab larhx
8.what you want to be when you grow up ? `wait till i wake up den see lops
9.are you happy today ? `haihao bahx.SIIANIIFIIED
10.what thing(s) you cannot live without ? `my comp?tv?phone? X)
11.who do you like ? `*ahahah..AtcHo0**sniffs*
12.how long you can stay infront of the television ? `as long as im allowed tuh be
13.do you like music ? `yepps=)
14.do you miss the days when you are in kindergarden ? ehhs , no really [x
15.do you get fed up easily ? `yarhx barhx>.<
16.what is the thing you are good at ? `diisiiao-ing ppl=X
17.do you like people who call you names?
`see wad dey call lohx
18.are you easily jealous ? `okok larhx.i donoes
19.do you like your parents ? `dey are alright:)
20.do you like babies ? `ahhahahs..yeppsX)
21.have you ever wanted to kiss a boy ? `ehhx..im not so despo nehx..
22.do you love your friends ? `ahhhahas.yea!<33
23.name 6 of your best fren(s).
`ehx..i hab more den 3 x)
24.what emoticon you like to put ? `ehx... :) X) xD
25.do you have any wish(es) now ? what you wish for ?
`LOL..if say all den not enuff tym ler.>.<
26.who you like the most ? father or mother ? and why ? `lalalalas~ no comments>.<
27.when you are late for a important day in school what will you do ? a) sleep for a little while more b) started rushing to school c) dont care just call the school and say you are sick `see is wad lohx.if is rrly rrly serious den(b),nots den (c)
28.are you single ? `*ahemsahem*??
29.do you love to chat ? `ahhahahs..sort ofxD
30.do you ever think of have a boyfriend ? `ehhx?
now , name 5 people you want them to do this survey : -ernest
