Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
SAT went out. waited at de OCBC for someppl.. den saw ahlinG jie.. ahhahas..tsktsk she suay let mi kan dao. den nvr see her msg properly you rangwo kan dao tsktsk..jie hab learn lesson liaos hor.. XP.. soon de someppl lai le..haozao worhx.. >.<..nvm la..so we pei jie wait for her fReN.. kajiao-ing her while waitin..ahhahas.. den finally her fReN came.. de fReN was late oso.. tsk..aniwaes..hope u guys had fun=)
aft jie left den we went to walkwalk..lols. den went to LJS.. grace ate le. mi not hungry. so onli kristy eat lohx.. den mi and ahma eat sweets lohx.. lolx..ahma listened to her songs while i fadai-ed a while aft ahyee finished eatin,meixin came. den ahyee bought for her. hahas..long queues..LOL.. so watched her eat while i eat my swit and stoned.. den dey toked bout sth gross.. er2tong2bu1yi1..lolx.. aft meixin ate le den dey went to funland. den mi pei ahma go walkwalk.. ahhahas..a while ahma is my tour guide.. den brought mi to kiddy palace. dey broadcasting a weird song.. sth lyk.."put a finger on ur chest" wif a "if ur happi and u noe it" tune? den wen soon went to funland to find dem.. meixin still playin de 6button thing. lolx..den went to bus interchng to go to church. went to church den sat inside a while. aft de bus came,we board la=.- we took de small de.. sth hapened..those on de bus shuld noe.. but hab 3 inno one ma.. mi included=) den we 3 sat in front siansian.. i nth to do so i kajiaoed dem.. i was playin wif deir hair.. ahhahas..reach le den soon started wif de games. de volley was D wif D.. den when we cheer"go regionD" oso dono cheerin for wich. LOL..mi played a while.. v pekchek lohx.. pract dat tym de ball can go over de net den real de cnt>.< hais..nvm lo..bobian oso>.<. but overall okes la..coz same region den not so stressed.. lolx..den b4 it ended laoma finally came.. sub-ed her in to play but a while den over le.. den went to walkwalk see see. our capt ball won.. gd for dem la.. dey are improving=) den went to sit sit and den tok.. 6+ liaox den laoma and ahma took de yishun bus. ahyee went for family dinner i tink. den dad came to pick us up and drove us for counselling>.< reach le den boughts tidbits to eat was early when we reached. and de clinic wasnt open. mi and jie was a lil tired so laid down on de bench while waitn.. waited till we fell aslp but stil no one came.. aft waitin for AN HOUR,we dowan wait le.. went to eat dinner. it was sth lyk de soulgarden. but was lower class type>.< cheaper oso..din rrly lyk de food dere.. den bought de 1dollar coin den turn de thing? and a ball will roll out thing.. den played in de car..lolx.. went hm aft tad=)
