Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
hums..went out early to yishun mrt to mit christine and joyce
den went to church tgt.
very farnie la.
coz we sit de church bus ma.
den ahmea went to ask de uncle how much was it.
i was lyk goin up den i said dat no nid $ der.
ps lop.LOL.
reached le den went up to de 4th lvl.
waited till bout 10.50 le den went in.
sitted down.
soon de other came le oso.
so we shifted frm de small table to a bigger one so can sit tgt.
awhile aft de singin ,we went on to play games.
some of it was lame.
but nvm fine.
lolx.de ice part was farnie.
den was de HOLEYtablecloth part.
lolx..we hab chocicedblended frm coffeebean.
and hotdogs and fries.
i dint take my hotdog and fries la.
lolx.den pei christine and joyce to de escalatorr dere to sit and eat.
went to kajiao bayblp and joey as well as throw my drink.
den joey gave mi a ferro roche.
LOL.ask her gib mi fer wad.
den she said donoe.
hahas..fine lohx.i kip=X
waited for ahmea and christine to finish eatin b4 goin down.
waited for de bus and sortta fellowshiped at de same tym.
soon de bus came and ahmea and christine left. bayblp and ahma left oso. left mi and joey and de regionD ppl. bayblp was playin de scissors p stone wif joey. u noe.de u lose den nid to move forward one. de 1st person who cant tahan le den lose. waoh.JOEY CAN SPLIT OKES. so we haben start jiu lose liaox>< aft we went to NP to eat lunch ate yoshinoya. sth happened but mum settled it. LOL. aft dat we went to orchard hotel to be de 'models' or rather de guinea pigs. we went up.int de rm. wa..yest uncle casey say.i tot is lyk 20-30+ppl. but all lyk workin class ppl le. scary lo. coz yest i went 1st, so today,sis de turn le. i waited outside feelin v kancheong>.< a while liso den sis came bak ler. tellin mi tuh go in. so went in.wif de whole klass watchin.. was told to take off my watch and specs lolx. went on wif tix routine for a few times. de last one was de longest and weirdest.. asked mi to write A-Z den erase it.. closin my eye and imaginating la. den my oh-so-wuliao-sis went to take a video of it. LOL..den uncle casey taught us about de pendeleum hahas.it was cool.rrly will move derhx.. aft went to ahgong hse.slacked dere. den took taxi hm. bathed den went tuh ZzzzzZZZ lolx:)
