Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
argh!.. today is a SIANSIAN day.. slpt 3+ last nyte or rather tis morn. but still managed to wake up at 9+ tis morn. i oso dono how i do it>.< i dowan one lo.. maybe de sch mood still dere.. tml hab maths remedial. my de notes dono whr le lohx>.< lata kena scolding frm mdm hee.. hope can switch to my holi mood. den can go high and wake+slp late. ahhahahas>.<
yest went to church. toked bout de Rzone show. im in de food part? lolx..fine.. im wif wanyan hlpin her wif her jap rice. den went to geylang to eat prawn noodle den went to marnia dere to shoppin. bought my socks and a new wallet. now im thinkin whr to put my neos ler.. coz tix wallet no compartment.. maybe buyin a wallet pouch or wadeva. lolx..
