Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
today ish de start of de EOY's.. 1st paper ish geog and eng paper1
eng compo was crappin all de way.>.< geog paper was confusin bout whr to write de ans and so on.
durin de eng compo,halfwae suddenly saw a insect fly in. frm de window behind hazel and in front of laoma. i was lyk wth?! den its not de norm smll small de lo. is BIG de lo..and hab shen cai de oso x) den it was lyk flyin ard. was lyk....... den cont wif my compo.. dint rrly felt its existence until i heard de "ZZZZZZ'' sound not ppl slpin la.. is de dumb insect tryin to fly out through de glass.. wich was lyk directly above mi??!! it was loud okes.. i tink XL heard oso >.< den was lyk cant concentrate le. duh~wif such a big insect directly above ur head banging de window,who can i was lyk how if the insect suddenly faint??!. fine.i noe its sort of impossible.. den it flew away(i tink) so i cont wif my compo. write finish le den try to find de toopid insect accordin to laoma,it flew out liaox. phew~?..hehes
aft sch went to wdlands for tuition. bought mac den went up coz no place to sit. msg mrLim to ask for permission. den we went up wif a lady behind us who went into de store next to de tuition centre.(ladyX) cant go in coZ door was locked... asked Mrlin whr was he. said he was comin.so sat dere to eat de food we bought. saw ladyX again.. she walked past us lookin at us smilin. i tink she saw us lookin bak at her oso coz she said: "u two look lyk twins frm ur bak view.so wanted to see how u girls look from front view.hahas.rrly look alike.." den mi and ahbian was lyk ??!!twins??!! den we started laughin.. SERIOUSLY MI AND AHBIAN SO DON LOOK ALIKE OKES.. soon ahbian bro came. kapo-ed her fries.LOL. den mrLim came le..
went in.started on a pp. cant tink..dono why.. MUZ BE COZ OF DE FRIES. onli ahbian wld understand tix. den do till de construction part le. draw lo. read wrongly.so draw wrongly oso. drew a parallellogram when supp to be quadrill..(cant rmb le>.<) so turned de pp arnd so donid erase so much.. den was lyk 0.2cm away frm de bottom of pp. den sudd saw tix Q supp to join 2 lines below de diagram?! but not enuff pp le.dowan erase again le.pek chek. so i did sth.i extended the line onto de TABLE!!. dden i showed ahbian.den we both luffed. mrlim walked past to see if we nided help. den showed him de diagram i did>.< hehex.den aft i erase la.of coz^^ den aft tuition went hm lo.
multi-tasked. ate dinner, play laptop, play com,type tis entry.. listen to song, studied for hist, chatted on de phone. sms-ed hehes..okes le..lata still hab church. haben bathe yet. shall end here^^.
