Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
full name: Chia baoZhen name backwards: nehZoab aihC meaning of name: hm..nort surex nickname: CbZ..aHzhen.. screen name: CbZ? D.O.B: o4aUg place of birth: KK hospital nationality: singaporean (: current location: s'pore starsign: LEO=) religion: christian height: 15Xcm=X weight: not sayin~ (: shoe size: idk>.< hair colour: black eye colour: black you look like: more of my father innie or outtie: both can? lefty or righty: righty gay, straight, bi or others: straight lop=p bestfriend: ah bian and more^^ bestfriend you trust most: still her? favourite pals: zuxian,pei, ah lin,ah kun, hazel.etc bestfriend of opposite sex: hmm..all so okes^^ best buddies: wads de diff between all 0f dem? boyfriend/girlfriend: =X..lalala crush:~ parents: 1dad&1mum worst enemy: NIL fave online guy: no preference fave online girl: same as above craziest friend:hazel&ah lin advice friend: zuxian,ah bian loudest friend: ah lin,hazel person you cry with: me,myself&I any sister: 1 older de any brother: narhx any pets: ehx.2 hamsters any disease: i don hope so>.< pager: narhx personal phoneline: yepps.999^^ try callin.hehex phone model: sony errisson 550i lava lamp: i want 1>.< pool or hot tub: both XD a car: future your personality: ehx.lalala~? driving: tepps room:share wif sis and maid>.< what's missing: a fridge,toilet and tv.hahas school: andersonsec, canberrapri bed: single relationship with parents: okes la believe in yourself: see is when lo>.< believe in love at first sight: sort of good listener: still okes^^ get along well with parents: yeah save email convos: auto-save pray: yepps believe in reincarnation: nopes make fun of people: wakakas like to talk on the phone: see tokin to who lo want to get married: i dono lehx like to drive: YEAHS!! motion sickness: when de aircon smells weird niax eat stem of broccoli: yahhx.but i prefer de leaf part more eat chicken with fork: duh~ wif hand oso^^ dream in colours: i tink so.cant rmb type with fingers on home role: i don understand?? sleep with stuff animals: narhx.parents don let. next to you: air? on the wall of your room: posters&clock on your mousepad: mouse? dream car: a multi-seater wich is neither a bus nor MRT^^ dream date: idk~lalala dream honeymoon spot: idk oso dream husband/wife: straight guy?lolx bedtime: sch=11.30-12.30 no sch=1-2 under your bed: dust>.< single most important question: when is tix goin to end? bad time of the day: depends your worst fears: dowan tell the weather: windy.cool x] time: 8.47 pm date: 11september best trick did on someone: stm.don rmb le theme song: loads hardest thing about growing up: adapting to enviro,growin tall>.< funniest experience: cant rmb scariest experience: cant rmb oso silliest thing you ever said: stm.>.< most desperate and funny thing i've ever did to get the opposite sex: none? lolx scariest thing when you're out with your friends: being followed worst feeling: lonely. best feeling in the world: lolx..
