Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
yest was national day..so..HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!
yest was fun as we celebrated it at sentosa..we= my family and relatives..we went dere to play wif de sea..hehex.. reached dere den laid de 'mattress'..den had lunch and at de same tym,some of my relatives started to blow de floats..not de small small de..although oso hab..but ish de big big de..show u pple de picx lata..aft finish blowin n eatin, we rested a while b4 choingin 4de sea..we carried de floats..and went..at 1st i was lyk...i dowan get wet ar...serious ar... but too bad..in de end oso became soaked..den went up on shore to rest b4 goin 4 second round.. aft went on to play.. den went home..nidd to watch de NDP performance...den my couz and relatives came my hse to play..we had pizza and chilli crab 4 dinner..denn shared de com wif 2 of my couz..so pathetic lo..3 gal sharin one pathetic com...
