Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
maths polygonx..too chim..was lyk fallin aslp all de way..forced my eyes open okes..though
mothertongue gulaoshi's voice is getting worse. omg...waste so mani of my brain cells juz tryin to get wad is she sayin.. cause mi a headache.. sianz
recess.
DnT did some theory..got bak file..juz nice 30/60..mwahaha not bd le 4 a last min work..
geog. did open book test...wich was supp ot e aft sch.. quite okay lohx..10%% got back our papers. passed...notz im gonna hate MsWang=X but not a very good one.19/30..PATHETIC.. and i studued oso lo..
CME. MdmHee was like dam blur. she was like...im goin to gib out de photos..eh..aiya..major chong put de wrong picx into my pigeon hole le..i was wonderin y i sudd bcome liddat..hahas..under too much stress ar..hahas.. lolx...den went to change de photos..came bak and gave out de photos got back class pic (: *other i dowan put coz ALL look retarded*
went J8 to eat KFC..O.o met with kiven and junhao(peishi friend) but didnt say much..waste tym..go dere find dem de lohx.. den aft eatin den sianx ma..s o i dii siao zu xian(su hui). .become her mirror image.. den we were lyk joking and laughing.. zuxian and zuxiankia(= hehes..
