Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
todae is de sch's celebration of national day..we were allowed to wear red/white tees and jeans wif our own shoes..even de wearin of special red/white acessries were not stopped... sch mates wore badanda while some used removable tathoos..aft assembly,de long awaited part arrived..de GAMES.. there were 3 games ..de moz ppl wearin red/white tees or pple wearin unique acessories...de merlion mascot...and de deco of de word 'SINGAPORE'....though in de end de part for deco was removed due to de lack of tym,de excitment was still on as we only hab 15mins to do de both segments.. it wasnt long till time ran out..mascots frm each classes were invited on stage to show demselves to de judges..tchers were involved too..eg MrAng,MsShamilah and MrsKamal etc..all had put up a gd show..de results wld be revealed on fri..nxt was de biggest flag..alots of diff kinds of flags were presented..
sounds very serious horx?? prepariin 4 de article..shld be doin tis if i dint rmb wrongly..hehex..now to de not so formal de..lolx..aft de celebrations,went for CIP wif mdm hee to de old folks hm..was overall ok..went ard to take photos..vry one was inside..excluding mi... can still rmb a 70+ yr old auntiie..v cute de..kip emphasizin dat she can sing..and aft a few exchange of sentences,she wld start singin..tis trip made mi realise dat muz be more sensitive to de elderly's feelings..had difficulties taking some of de photos coz some of dem quite superticious...tink dat if take photo means goin to die..u noe..de one on de tombstone??..dats y now hab sho lil picx..dono how to hand in le>....den actu she said dat wait under block to wait..but we sae noise travels up den lata we too noisy lata disturb de elderly above..hahas..den mdm hee replied.."har..how can..u 25 pple r specially chosen by mdm hee to come.. "den she walked away..den i was lyk sayin..specially chosen.....den i cont..specially chosen=quiet???!!..den ah pi heard..den she sae.. specially chosen=quiet=BAOZHEN??!!...den i was lyk ..den u n ahHui?ChaiHao?..hehex..dunch care.. CbZ ISH QUIET..quoted by MsPan and MdmHee??.. WAKAKAKAZ..tomolo i tink goin tuh sentosa wif family..kip thinkin dat tomolo is weekend..hope i hab fun..hehes..okok..hope all hab fun^^..hehex
