Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
went to church 1st..was lyk dam late coz of SOMEBODY..nvm..den it was WIRED..i was juz in tym 4 de sharin..was farnie..watched a video..its about a jap guy being taught on9 how tuh chase a gal he met on de train..den at 1st was lyk a nerd..den folloed de ppl's suggestion den became a big shuai ge..hehex..rrly..lolx..
aft church went to NP..den walk walk coz nid to stay till 3pm b4 mit sis to go supp Agnes 4 de teenage icon...den go to foot massage...den it was lyk dam painfull la..but i wan face mahx>.
met sis at 3 den went to jurong point..den went past de board den say start at 7?!..its lyk we reached at 4-5+? kena cheated by i oso dono who so all go walk walk lo..lolx..den yeeting became my MAMA FISHY..hahas..den yeewan became sister fishy..hehex..go 6+ liaox den went to 2nd lvl to see clearer..stood dere lyk till 10+ ?! den i nvr eat lunch n dinner cept 4 a few junk food..hehex...den while standin,it was lyk dam scary..suddenly beside u will hab a face..den yee wan will go lyk xiao xin tikopeh~~..den i was lyk lolx..den we use de poster to block de fella behind so he/she will go away..lolx..gd plan horhx..lolx...den she left early wif mama fishy..
den was lyk sianz when waitin 4 results..in de end though agnes din win but she v gd le can go finalz..so still CONGRATS TO AGNES LOW..went hm aft eatin KFC wif parents..^^