Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
maths fun.went to de com lab did de drawin of de tringles not bad la.doin it fer de rest of the week
chinese did yingyongwen. sianz lo.was lyk playin and luffin rather..hahas in de end it was short lopx.
eng sux lo.i hab read lo..kns.sae i not happi.duh.u evt late.sianz lo.den bias de bis oso sianx..dowan sae le..
hist went to 1/6 to use their visualiser..we oso hab. but spoilt.DONO by WHO horx.. got 70 as over all total^^..
art its okes lo.though its chim wad extend de lines thingi thingi got bak de paper as in de sketches 13.5/20..okes la horx..hehes nidda hab 5 sketches in de sketch bk, and do de cube thingi,and draw hand and face ryte? don care..
aft sch went to sumo hse to eat.. eat till v tired. supp to hab filmin but 4gt.. did durin cca and tomolo..as in tues hope can edit finish lohx