Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
woke up at round 12+..tokin de phone wif hazel til 1+ den sleep..woke up den ate spagetti..im gettin sick of it..or rather scared....den aft eat den go change to RED..den went out earlier to mit yeeting.to discus bout ..not goin to say..den aft met de guys eg GuanJie,DongQi dey all and MengYao oso..fated man all met at de inter dere de bubbletea shop..nvr purposely meet de worx..den coz still early den go walk walk den go funland..make until juz nice reach..not dono how lohx..so mani ppl..hahax..den got small bus and big de ma..den we alot of ppl so take big bus lo..small bus hab ppl liaox oso..den Almond ps us den chiong in de small bus juz b4 de doors closed..den DongQi say dat he lyk dat de..go wif gal..HAHAz..den we went lo..
reached..hlped out a lil wif de drinks..den went wif leeyin to walk walk see see..den go run wif jas and jess one round round stadium..den leeyin say she run b4 le..wif dex..den lost to him den sat gotto call him kor?!..lolx..its lykO.o....soon de game started our region wif regionc C
deltaSHARKS vs caspianRAYS b4 start jasm told leeyin dat lata will subb her wif jess..den leeyin aft dat den lyk v kan cheong..lolx..we soon led dem..den jasm told mi lata will subb mi in oso..den i say okes lo..quite fun la..coz more slack..den a lil tirin oso..but still nvrdeless FUN^^.we won!!
aft our match..we went to walk walk den saw my sis an joey..joey was lyk KAPPO LEHX..KAPPO..den i went 4ward tuh see..den rrly hab kappo..kappo=frog/toad..counted middium size..den joey showed mi a bottle in her hand..in it was a small kappo..den my sis and joey went on wif deir "quest"of lookin 4 kappos..hahas.in de end found 10+ small kappo an de medium 1..small de all put in dat small bottle..den de bigger de even more pathetic squeze inside one small plastic hbaf..lyk..de type smaller den de type to kip donuts..lolx..in de end all.i tink..let go le bahx..i hope so..hehex..
