Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
HAPPI TCHERS DAE.. and congrats to mdm hee for gettin de moz carin tcher award ONCE AGAIN..wakakas
din go 4 de photoshoot fer D.M..coz din hab de uni>.< went bak to pri sch.. sat at de canteen and chatt wif dorcas. hahas.she's still so cute>.< lolx den went upstairs to watch a bit of de concert..lolx.. became v hyper.den went ki siao-in.. all my reputation gone ler..lolx..
aft,went hm den went to mit de others to go kai kai de gals met up le den call de boiis. dey released late marhx..so tell dem mit at np dey say reach le den call us. okes lo..so we went to np 1st.. ate at long john's..saw ranjini.. she was dere wif her pri sch pals oso.. den de guys called viv. den dono wad dey tok but in de end nvr come correct liaox lo. aft makanin,we went to take neo was quite cute.hehex. laugh till v fake sehx.. jowell took hm to cut de neos den will pass it to us sooner or lata.. someway or another>.<
aft went to minitoons.den saw someone.hehes den viv and jowell buy le den we went bak to sbw went to de arcade to play.. wasted a lot of $$ dere>.< now wallet v light=X soon wenzi came to join in de fun.. den released dat i v long nvr go starfactory le..hehex aft went hm wif hadirahx.
